Thursday, June 22, 2006
20:14

haven't been in the mood for blogging the past few days. somethings were shits, but some were fun and meaningful. thanks KL for today. i managed to study quite a bit (: 3 cheers for studying at the school library whoohoo.. it's really good.. cause i don't have much distraction.. with the exception of our nonsensical conversations and all the crapping and my hp.. other than that.. its two thumbs up to studying at such a quiet place with a great friend (: after that.. i went down to the music room to pay my choir a visit.. and i'm quite happy to see them again. honestly, i miss the choir already.. and i sure do miss Mrs Peh.. anyways, to all who know her, her son is 1 mth old tmr. so yup, she's doing fine and all.. and i'm really happy for her (:

i'm so tired.. i haven't been having good night sleeps the past days.. either thinking through things or just lying there.. wishing things didn't go this way or that way or whatever.. i'm just so tired of all the nonsense i've been putting up with.. be it school, family, friends and everything.. and the one thing i sure hate is the sentence " i'll always be here for you, 24/7 " cause it's honestly impossible.. you can never be there for a person.. 24hours a day, and the 7 days of the week.. and simply the 365 days of the year. so i hate that assurance thing.. its so.. so not logical. and the pass few days.. sometimes i just don't know why i just cry or sulk over small things.. or get angry and pissed cause of another.. in the past.. i wouldn't feel this way.. hais.

but then again.. there are people who have been there for me.. even if they weren't there at that point in time.. or even if they just simply can't express themselves well.. but use jokes or short sweet advices that made me smile and just can't help but grin and think life's great. just wanna say.. i love you guys x) and you people really make my life worthwhile..

if you can't change smth; adapt to it.
i heard that somewhere.. a long time ago.. but it never sinks into my head.. and damn.. sometimes i feel that its so true.. but hard to follow.. i should really deal with the situations regarding some issues in that manner.. but.. it's really so hard.. so so fucking hard.

i'm going to watch the results show of Singapore Idol now (:
so see ya all... lovelove!

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday