Sunday, May 21, 2006
21:41

i realise i haven't been blogging..
i haven't been having much time to blog my thoughts out..
well, recently, my emotions have been on a roller coaster ride..
with loads of unexpectable happenings and situations..
and i actually shouted at a certain people/person and i apologise for that..
sorry kl.. i know i shouldn't have yelled at ya back then on Friday..

over the past couple of days, i have been looking at the situation i'm in..
i've looked back, and pondered over everything.. and i ask myself..
why am i bothering about her?
why am i letting her actions ruin my everyday activities?
people like xun, matt, kl, pam and even jes are telling to just ignore her
and just know that she can't change, and she won't change only if she wants to
(and it seems like she doesn't wanna)
by showing her that i'm irritated.. shows that she has suceeded..
so its a no-no to me now.. i ain't gonna let her words and actions affect my mood.
at the very least, i'll try to minimize the effect it has on me..

i can't believe i actually did many things i'd done just to deal with this situation..
i've been shouting at people, making stupid remarks..
but im glad i didn't lose some frenships.. in fact, i was surprised that they
actually felt the same way as i did..
i realise im not that tolerant haha.
actually, so not tolerant.
haha, im only good at hiding my feelings..

church today.
great.
the priest was talking bout the da vinci code..
in factm, i have a book on the facts and truth about the da vinci code.
it was given out today..

after i hear people coming to me asking about
Catholic teachings and erm, Opus Dei and Priory of Sion and all that..
the only thing i have to say now is..
Dan Brown.. what have you done.
and the media, why...
i believe that the teachings of the Catholic faith is true..
i believe..
but i thank God that some people bother to clarify..
at least they don't hear what the media says and absorbs like 100% of it..

choir tomorrow..
mooooooooooosica

im out (:

special thanks to the people i love.. (:
muacks

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday