Tuesday, April 25, 2006
21:48

so many things happened last night; and i couldn't believe that i've survived through it.. many many thanks xun for the comfort last night.. really, thanks :) and to my two dearest juniors; u two really rock.. =] last night's issues really made me realise that i'm not that "strong" afterall.. and that i really need someone there for me.. be it friends or any trusted confidante; but sadly, when i looked forward to seeing one; my desire was not fulfilled :( it was a teary night.. but then again.. thank God i managed to calm down :)

school today wasn't that fun; neither was it that smooth flowing either. something happened.. and i was damn disappointed with someone whom i thought was symphatatic; or at the least; kind hearted.. all you do is please her; knowing that i wouldn't take it to heart. if things carries on this way; who's the unfair party? people might think that i'm petty; but seriously, at least i bother to even out my time right? different people; different yet equal attention.. i never neglected any of them.. so why do this now? to endanger our friendship at the last lap of secondary school?

i could feel the anger; disappointment and sadness in my heart for the next few periods; but managed to tell myself to cool down afterawhile. afterall.. if you don't care; why should i bother to vent my anger on such worthless issues right? so things chilled.. stuffs went quite okay.

during lifeskills today [yay; finally there is lifeskills; a break from ss but still; i love ms azlinda :) wonderful teacher] we had to go to the com lab to fill up some job thing. and goodness; i can't even match my desired careers to what suits my abilities and interest [the website makes u go through some modules thing so you can see your abilityes and interests]. well, there are some interesting jobs that i found interesting that i thought i couldn't do.. but it turned out to be the 'perfect' jobs for me.. =S wierd huh. lol

yay-ness; english was another slack period. whoohoo; and did i forget to mention that OHH didn't come too? making it 2hrs of slack slack slacky slack? =D shiokk lah!

a maths rememdial.. then ms azlinda's small study thing.. successful! and ms azlinda really rocks. =) i can't wait to have such small study grp things again.. i'll be more than willing to stay back lahh.

rushed home, and got ready for tuition..
a maths tuition; 2.5hours.. gawd.. i almost died :X
and i cannot stand the way he scolds people;
or comes up to us and says: what's your problem

SO rude leh! zzz

thank God there ain't tuition homework; supposedly we all hid our tys-es =)
so now i'm home; and im gonna mug for my geog test, 1/2 hr test tmr.

environment or development? hmmm.

okie; char's out!

LOVELOVE;
muaaaahhhs =)

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday