Sunday, February 19, 2006
22:14

hello...

i didn't have a gd sleep last night, due to the fact that someone brought up a possibility.. maybe.. the person wanted to steal my phone just to get some info.. but then again, those msg(es) are THAT pnc that no one..not even my closest buddies have seen them.. so yup.. if ppl find out, it'll mean that i can trace the stealer. but anyways.. like my good buddy was telling me: trade rumours for phone? i was like: erm; i dont have a choice; do i.. but that's IF the person really had that motive.. and if that person really had nothing better to do.. and just wanna make life shitty for me..

``and just when i needed youu; youu disappeared into thin air; as if youu didn't exist- =O

the morning was spent in church; and the afternoon at home finishing up the remaining homework.. i was so shagged i took a short nap.. that turned out to be 45min long.. lol. cycled down with cousin and brother for bubble tea.. i had the mood to drink sweet stuffs.. as i needed to stay happy.. but then.. till now.. i'm still not ready for anything. i'm stil sad because of my hp lost.. it really hurts so much.. as its barely 2 months old. not even two months.. and.. the way my dad spoke to me just because of my phone being stolen.. was really damn tear-jerking. my own dad.. blaming me for this.. sigh.. and someone else too.. i called her.. and she said it was partlyy my fault..

i've had enough of all that alreadyy.. =( really.. cant u just be there for me.. comfort me, instead of telling me: its partly my fault. please.. im undergoing a mental breakdown already.. so STOP IT.. =(

now im trying to get the motivation to complete as much of my geog ca studying... im praying that i can make it through.. will i?

jia you everyone.. ca's approaching- blahss..

-char

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday