Tuesday, January 10, 2006
13:22

I specially took this time off to blog, as i've been drowned in geography since last night. i can't belive i'm actually doing my homework. i can't believe i'm already in the second week of my secondary 4 life. the Os are coming soon, with the immensed pressure increasing even more... polytechnic, here i come. i don't think i'd last a day in junior college... it would just be too boring... unless i decide to go there, do Arts and get a big degree in Design, which i doubt i'll be able to make it. i don't know where to go, and now i'm all puzzled at who i really am. it's already the 10th of January 2006. in a twitch of an eye, i'd be saying 'its already the 10th of January 2007/8/9' what can i say? time just passes too fast...

There have been too many heartbreaking issues the past 3 or 4 days. last week didn't seem that good either. but I FORGIVE! i mean, people do deserve chances right? no one ain't perfect. however, when people say they forgive, that doesn't actually mean they can erase the scar right? somehow i just wished i had answers to many questions that's been running in my mind since i don't know when. i still have faith in God, so i'll just pray and leave it to him. Though i'd never really understand what he's planned for me, i'll trust with all my heart! Oh yeah, Felicia was one of those who helped me last night.. just by her msn nickname. 'Though i may never understand, i'll trust with all my heart' it's really a nice sentence. haha, thanks a lot girl. (=

My life doesnt rock, neither does it suck. i've come to terms with that. and i'll just have to face reality as it comes everyday. all those quarrels i have with the ones i love all have it's reasons. maybe, it really makes a relationship stronger? that's what people say right? though they are the ones at fault, and you're super disappointed and hurt, you'll understand sooner or later, that you know them more after these fights, and you'd thank God they ain't any worse than that...

Special thanks goes out to xun, clare, kl, jesley, rm, felicia and many others who've helped me. Thanks to Matt too. hur.

geog, here i come
*sulks*

shall blog more later!

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday