Wednesday, January 25, 2006
17:45

hello..

char is extremely tired.. she had a test on Mon... Superband rehearsal on Tues and another 2 tests today. tmr, i'm gonna have 2 tests too, making it 5 tests in this week, right before the oh so wonderful festival season, though to me, i dun't see why i'm gonna enjoy my festive season... it's just gonna be another chunk of gatherings that just doesn't mean much to me. i look at my long-time-no-see relatives and dun't say anything to them.. i just don't communicate with 'em anymore, how d'ya expect me to actually talk to them? i don't tell them anything, and all they ask me is the usual grades, school related stuffs. sometimes i just feel like i've no goals in life, apart from being a servant of God.. i feel like i have nothing else to do... what am i here for? i really don't see it. all we do is study now, and go out and work next time... and the cycle will last forever.. and it doesn't seem to stop.

i realise it's really hard to say goodbye... especially to those you love... sometimes you get so fed up, you just wish life should just stop... haiss, but we can't do anything except living... and living...

there's definitely more to life... but why can't most of us see it?

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday