Saturday, December 10, 2005
16:50

hey...

its the... 460th post... and i might be changing my blog by the time it reaches.. umm... the 500th post? haha, we shall see. (:

im most probably quitting... my job... boo hoo? well... i have no choice... i cannot... focus anymore... and i lost it all... physically strained too. cause i bother to study like shit in the afternoon..then rush for work at night. totally body killer.

oh yeah... im going to pull teeth out. ok? not a tooth. 2 TEETH. and i have to get it done about 2 weeks from christmas... cause i heard that you can't eat good food when you pull the back teeth out... AHHHH... somebody save me... i've been irritated by these 2 teeth for a long time... and CHRISTMAS IS COMING.and oh yah.. i MIGHT be getting braces.. okay that better (and i repeat, BETTER) be after christmas.

i have to report back to work on Monday and i don't know why... i really lost it all...it feels different. i cannot work and study lah. i lost all the... motivation already. (things will be different if my mother manage to fix my dental appoinment BUT *dang* she always forget such things. sigh too busy my mummy tends to be)

im sick cause i overstrained myself (BASED ON MY DOCTOR). study in morning/afternoon.. work till 10 at night... wake up and study and then work...

then sleep..
then study...
work...
sleep.
study.
w.o.r.k

ughh, now i'm feeling nauseous... again. God bless me. sighh.

i'm most probably gonna do a layout based on: THE OC.
okay.. if i have the time. sobs.

sighh... studying and work never goes well together. so students... don't think its a GREAT thing to work if you want to study during the holidays... cause honestly... you will have a hard time trying to sort out your priorities... i'm not being bias cause of the fact that i've fallen sick. think about it... Os less than a year away... sigh. yeah. a year away. why did i agree to try working... HAIS.

the thought of Os is scary.
oh well, i'm outt!

-CT

[char's trying to run away from reality]

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday