Wednesday, December 28, 2005
11:52

update at 1238pm...
things are SO much better*
whooohooo thank you!!!

(at least u didnt disown ME)

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Just when i thought the day would go much better, i was wrong.

It seems like my grandmother would never ever get along with me whenever she thinks that the family's hiding things from her. why me? why not my sister or my brother, or even those goody-two-shoes next door. why do i always have to be the one getting blamed for everything and anything. As long as she's upset or pissed off cause things don't go her way, i know i'd be the one to blame. and those goody-two-shoes actually betrayed me, and you know how much life will suck if you have been betrayed by a family. i've always stood by his side, now this is what i get?

one should learn to ponder and think... life cannot always go your way, and if you don't open up to new things, then you'll just be that frog in the well. haven't you ever spared a thought for others? all you want is for others to respect you, but why don't you start accepting things that are NEW and maybe your life would be more meaningful?

maybe it is MY fault that i'm in a lower standard school than any of the others. but at least I know stuffs they don't. i may not be good in calculations or scientific explanations, but AT LEAST I'M SMART ENOUGH TO LIVE...

i'm not pissed off...

i'm happy that she's managed to vent everything out, and my tears and red eyes were worth the price... at least, she's happy. ain't that me respecting her? making her happy? yes, that's what school teaches us anyway: RESPECT YOUR ELDERS (and even if they don't, you'll still have to)

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday