Monday, November 21, 2005
22:16

haha its my 450th post. i have no particular interest in this number, maybe its just kind of struck me. haha. my weekend was rather bland, with tuition, movie, piano and church. Church was rather fun, but without Clare, well, its always different. (missing her loads) stayed up super late on Sunday night (in fact, i slept at 3am) just to finish my A maths tuition homework. Sighh.

well, woke up at 9am today... and made it just in time for add maths tuition at 10am. I really, really hope to pass my qt, and if i do, i'm really going to enjoy my christmas! being able to pass my qt would be one of the best christmas gifts ever. it would be a great success, and i would really work hard for my Os. Speaking of Os, I have less than a year before the biggest examination of my secondary school life, and i really want to do well for it. This is honestly the only holiday that i've took out my maths book to study. I want to pull through this... and i'm praying for guidance =)

met xun at his void deck (again), and went to return KL's red slipper to her. Thank God it didn't rain! *phew* [our prayers were answered xun! hehe] after that, i had a tiny argument with my school's security guard about my attire. he didnt allow me to enter the school. Xun could not enter too. what made things worse was... AT THAT TIME, a boy wearing a far worse attire than i was walking out of school with his mother, carrying books for 2006. I actually asked the uncle why the boy could go in, and i was honestly, shocked by how he replied me.

me: uncle! why can that boy wear slippers and walk into school without school attire!
uncle: he's with his mother.
char: WHAT THE...

really. where is fairness!! goodness, he is still a student, and he's wearing shorts! (mind you, i AM wearing jeans and polo u know, and my slippers couldn't even be seen!) all he did was threaten me to talk to the OM using his walkie talkie. After that instant, i dragged xun out of the school compound IN FURY. What an... argh. pissed off.

lunched with xun at LJS, after getting my ss wb from TM's Popular. I thought i could finish my tuition homework, (and ask xun for help at the same time) but another problem came along. my hp started to ring, and my mum practically screamed through the speaker, demanding me to return home immediately after i finished my lunch. Didnt argue with her, and yup, left with xun. (authorities again, lol)

honestly, i'm happy that i've refrained myself from quarreling with my authorities already (erm, count the security guy out. lol). i'm trying to give way to the people who says that they're too old to change, and i change more easily. Family problems... about that issue, its going to remain inside myself now. I won't want to comment further about it. They might want to rake up the past, and she hating me just because of that fight that happened. I was barely 3months, innocently in my crib, and she blamed me for starting that 'grudge'. To the point, i was innocent, and she can view it in anyway she likes, and continue to bare that grudge. No point commenting about it anyway, as my head would roll once again...

cycled around and bought back bubble tea for my family members, stopped by somewhere for a little chat with someone. =) thank God i did stop by. watched Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets on TV while eating dinner with my sister. Stayed to watch the channel 8 drama serial before coming up to the computer seat.

the day went pretty well, with some comical stuffs happening, AND i really hope this year's christmas celebration would run smoothly, and so would New Year's Day... I'm lookin forward to 2006. Whats the point of being moody, when you know you've got to face life anyway.

we ourselves cannot always rely on others. Sometimes, it would just be good, to listen to that thing beating in our body.. something called, our heart. =)

Life could be good after some reflecting. =)
I'm outt.

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday