Saturday, November 05, 2005
17:46

hey all...

once again, another day's coming to an end... hmmm... in abt 6+ hours? i really wonder: am i wasting my time on unnecessary things? if i had put in a teeeeny lil bit more effort into my a maths and piano, i wldnt be stuck with qualifying tests and retests and all those. what a failure. argh. i was super fed up with my a maths just now, and things are getting rather stressful... i really hope that i can scrape through the QT. I already told xun that if i passed my Grade 6 Theory Examination, i would treat him to lunch [xun, if u forgot about it. lols]

the whole day was filled with piano and more maths... a little xbox... and a lil computer usage... but the moment my authorities see me using it, there they go again... haiz...

argh. is it wrong to make somethings known? dose it have to be stored inside and not let out? it really pisses me off sometimes, and it really makes life super tough for me... why can't things always go smoothly just once...with everyone supporting me. just one thing...? everytime there would always be smth bad happening, even in the things i really hope can run smoothly or run forever. im seriously afraid that one day, i would just BLOW up and put the blame entirely on others. and when that happens, or if it wld really happen, then i don't know what to do. i really won't know what to do.

yea. i don't know. i just can't figure things out. i'm out for a shower. might blog again later.

char's outt-

hmmm here's a lil smth. took this quiz... haha... true? heh. (:

they asked me:
What Lies Behind Your Eyes?

after their assesment:
You're just so so so Sweet! You're kind and love to give others in need, a helping hand. You're pretty shy but can be warm and friendly towards those you know, and those who know you best. Your sanctuary would just be any place that is warm, cozy, and inviting to all people. You love to show signs of affection to your lover but a small simple talk does the trick as well Sadly, your kindness can be used to your disadvantage. People can use you, and take advantage over your sweet and sensitive mind. But fear not! With you being so kind and generous, people look up to you and adore you. No one would dare hurt you because they can't bear the thought of your sweet smile turning into a frown

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday