Tuesday, October 11, 2005
18:48

hey.

today was a bad day. sigh. there are somethings that just cannot change. i guess. written the 2nd part of the compilation of letters to kiylot. sighh. Felicia's storybook will be nxt too. so many things are just happening in one day. i thought things would get on fine after my exams end, but i was so wrong. last night at the dinner table, my parents reminded me of my piano exams. haixx. i failed. yes i did, but did they have to say more? I'm already hurt, and i regret, but do they have to make matters worse?

in the morning, my ah ma and i were on good terms. it was a success, and i never thought things could have been that good? sigh. it was until lunch, when my maid reprimanded me again about my piano. just because i mentioned the words drums and computers, did she have to start making her cold remarks again? my hands now ache frm piano lesson, its really super painful, yet im still typin just to vent my frustrations. sigh.

went for piano lesson aft lunch.

while waiting for my turn for piano...was lookin around her new house. good interior design. better than before. but... that doesnt mean she's any nicer. during piano lesson. she KEPT saying that i have to bang the keys and play soft at times, even though the loud noises would distract the neighbours. HELLO? IM NOT SO INCONSIDERATE AS YOU. argh! i was super pissed. and she KEPT pressing on my hand with her fingers showing me how to stress the note. HELLO? IM NO PIANO, WOMAN! i was horribly pissed. she also kept telling me to put piano as my top priority. HELLO? IM NOT GONNA BE A PIANIST ALL MY LIFE. sighh. but i didnt show it. i didnt rail at her like before. surprisingly i didn't yell back. If Friday's gonna be this bad, i don't know whether i can keep my cool anymore.

came back and saw my ah ma in a foul mood. i knew something was gonna be wrong. yup. true enough, someone made her angry. and she started YELLING at ME. me. innocent. walao? i don't understand people anymore.

tonight's gonna be CHOCS, CHIPS, DRINKS [nt sure what to drink yet], HANDPHONE, VCD, TEEVEE, VCD SET AND MYSELF. STRICTLY NO ADULTS. BETTER NOT HAVE ANY.

a total bad day.
i wonder how things will go after this.
unpredictable humans.
argh. im outt-

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday