Monday, October 03, 2005
16:38

heyy guys;

my day started badly e moment i reached the courtyard. jus bcus i was late in tying my tie; my cher gave the remark: haiyo look at ur class chairperson. FINE LAH MRS WONG; I KNOW IM A LOUSY CHAIRMAN. SACK ME LAHH AH. wha fk lar.

exams began today; gosh. eng was chim... freaking letter writing... sian... really nt in any mood to study for ss now. nt bcus of my eng papers.. i jus dun feel lyk it. manns. i realise how much i've slackened.. i wanna work harder. but i have not a single motivation! *sobs* came back all drenched. arghh. thanks xun fer pei-ing me. thx KL too.

beginnin to giv up already; family things aint gd either. today i asked myself... "honestly; whats at the other end of the rainbow.. just particles?" everyday all i hear's yells, fights, unhappiness... they're always trashing things out... one being unreasonable cus they felt dey have been wronged... everyday... den they drag others in... and abt smth else... today KL was oso saying... if i kept doing 'that'... wont 'shou zhu dai tu' be applyin to me? why... so unfated... what a pathetic life;

sigh... might as well nt haf a family right... might as well not haf such relationships right. might as well nt be so courteous to teachers rite. fk. why does MY world haf ta be liddat?

all the best fer tmr papers ppl..
im outt-

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday