Monday, August 22, 2005
19:59
re-editted at 11.55pm...sighh. fhreaking stressed now. praying hard for an answer. xun prolly fell asleep while smsing... n b4 tt... he had to go off... jacq had to slp too... n jerm was w his lemonadee. n slowlyy aft awhile oso went off. now e prob lies w choir things.. stuffs r jus so clashyy w one another. jus gt off the phone w jacq... n it seems lyk.. i dont haf the resources lorr. sighh. everything's so messy. shldnt haf been so ambitious.sighz... n those las min changess... i jus found out lorr. i don't knw lahh... my dayys fer tis week r so packed. n my social stuffs... i dunwan em to b replaced w cca stuffz lehh. can't take it le... im gonna blow soon... Lord... help mi can? im prayingg. i nid an answerr. rly shldnt haf been damn ambitious... and i nid to get tis whole thing up... i knw im nt alone... bt suddenlyy... i feel lyk i onli haf God... which im alreadyy happy.my other frens haf projects... but... me too... right? i nid time w my frens to... right? i smsed he xun fer advices.. bt r they wiling to take them? like... we do 2 diff designs fer each... sighh. n mebbe things wld be better? i rly hope a solution can come out of it... shldnt haf been. fhreaking... ambitious... had too high hopes of myself... rly shldnt haf... sighh. sigh... im nt upset... depresssed... fed up or wadsoeverr... im jus rather tired n stressed up... everytime i c all these work piled up on2 me...n i realise i hafta make sacrifices... right he xun? sighh. i don't knw lahh. mebbe i shld discuss tis w more ppl bahx... for now.. im praying... ((=thanks he xun. owe u another one. =Xo yahh... gd luckk my choir jrs... tmr dance well fer pupil led yahh! X) dun let mi down! hi everyone... hehe... forgiv n forget... n keep them in ur prayers. =) God will bless u*AMEN. hehex. i forgave the bus driver. lolz... for making me walk so fast jus to reach the flagpole on time. n i had a tough time w my attire... esp my hair. sighh its getting long... duno whether to tie or not... mebbe shld layer even more... den keep long... hahaz.don't knw lahh... mus giv me more time to tink! =)) veryy particular abt my hair. den... i forgave my chi cher... fer nt letting me go to the toilet w sharmaine... LOL. n den.. i forgave... err... err. nt yet... gt other things first... wait arhz...hehex had a wonderful recess. ven... get some rest okayy? =)den... i forgave Mr New fer givin mi onli 69.1% fer eng. sighh. fhreak siaz. 0.9% lehh. so calculative fer wad siaz... =Schoirr.. sighh. mrs leong wasnt happy... bt wad can we do... nth lorr. sighh.bt tis time.. i feel tt she was angryy fer a reason tt i wld b angryy if i were her too! sighh. bt nvm. everythin went according to plan. hmmm. yupp. owell... the world is so full of hatred... like i was telling pris jus now. i dont' knw y... its so hard to forgive... i mean.. im willin to let the past go... bt why cldnt i forgive? fhreaking sad... u knw? it was so hard... to accept the fact... and now its even harder to forgive! sighh. bt thanks my dear... ur words did do a lot of gd to mii... =) luv yahh loadz... n im glad to announce this... i am... i am... truelyHAPPY! =) how abt u?logging off... tk care guys... SMILE!
-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday