Saturday, June 04, 2005
15:57

[re-editted at 9.38pm]
haha im home. went frm ee's house 2 e hospital. well. grandmotherr nt in a gd shape. most prolly gonna spend more time w her. mebbe some of e afternoons at the las 2 weeks of e holz.. gonna go sgh visit her n help ard. haiz. dun rly c her often, so mebbe i shld use tis tyme ta err jus get to knw her better la. though i feel its a lil late. but owellz. at least knowing her better now, is better than not knwing her at all. haiz. love her alot actually k? im not a bad grand-daughter. owell. mebbe my mama tinks tt way. sigh. i cant do anything le lah. listenin 2 tong hua again. i can cry siaz. n i get veh gd inspiration fer lurbe stories wheneva i listen 2 tis song. haha. tmr gonna go out n chill. n next week. im outta sg. sighh. will mis u guyz loads k? promise! ;)

yupp signin outt! take caree!
charmaineeee

ello guyz..

hahaz @ the Ee's house now. juz finished watching a moviee. haha. err forgot the full title. lol. err wait ah. (turns ard n asks claree) In Good Companyy. ah yes. LOL i jus finished watching it. so tt proves my memory sux. haha.

hmm. had a rather sucky nite. so much fer objections n disagreements within 2 of mua gd frenx. n the worse thing is that they werent talking to each other lor. they were practically jus sayin 2 opposite things. so i was lyk hearin 2 diff opinions abt a particular situation n goodness. making me madd le lor. was quite upset. sighh. prolly gonna ask another pro at this laterr bahx. lolz. but in the end. im suppose to be lyk erm. listening to my heart right? haha duno lah.

yupp so many things've changed. scary but true. heard the story behind tong hua? hahaz. i tell u its rly damn saddening lor. n it made me reflect on loadsa things leh. >< owells. the moral of the story is not to hide emotions. lol. actually nah. i tink the guy rite. deserves the depression n sad times he's gng through now. the gurl lyk him so much den he nvr accept her. she die onli den he accept. pathetaticc gayy. *oops* (tis isnt the full version the full story is damn sad k?)

parents are driving mua up e wall too. makin me go all insane. dont know why but they dont seem to be having enough things to think about, den come say me only. haha

was telling pris last nite. wad will happen if i die tmr. hahaz. aint it today?

lol.
mayb it jus aint my time. haha.
yup. signing out.
bye guyz

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday