Thursday, June 30, 2005
23:03

hello guyzz..

shall blog abt what happened today. it was so... sian. really boring day. with lessons and all.. but i somehow had the motivation to study. i dont know why, but i didnt sleep while the chers were teaching. ii was tinking abt a particular thing the whole day, but i nvr showed it, and put on a front throughout, smiling and luffing like i always do. jerm asked me jus now. why hide? i answered him.. tt i didnt want the matter to blow.. n i dun even treat them as my enemies.. i dun even wanna pick any fight w anyone. it wld onli hurt more ppl. might as well.. me get hurt than otherz rite.. writer's nite..rehersal.. was crap. we didnt do anythin.. turned out the chers had some.. emergency exercise thiing. i dun even nid to go fer it.. cus.. i nxt thurs gt grade 8 examm. hw to pass siax.. im so bz.. dun even haf time to prac. so me jacq n shar went fer choirr.. shitty.. wonder hw founder's dayy will go anyways. went w cal, sharifa n sharanya to watch 'a lot like love'. i HATE the guy. ok. i dun care. he made the girl cry so much k. hmph. idiot. work work work, tts all tt was in his mind when he had a job. so stupid. den aft tt.. he wanted e gurl back. he shld b LUCKY tt the gurl still liked him and took SO much initiative to get him. hmph. came back. abt.. 7 le.. den took a break.. den ate dinaa.. den work till now lor. so stressed up. wanna let go oso cant. everything's so stickyy. haiz.. even jus now.. when i saw smth.. the thots jus came back. but thank god.. i haf other more impt things on my mind than tt stupid 4-letter word topic. yeahh. k la.. gotta do work le.. messages another dayy. jus tt. for now. thank you jerm. thank you cal, jes, jac, shar, sharifa n many others hu haf brightened up my dayy. thanks kz, hx n allan fer that hilarious online conversation. hmmm. yeah. to all u guys.. u ppl rly made my life worth living for. even the smiles on ur face.. or even passin by onli.. like pris.. =) i luv u guys loads yea? somethingss.. shldnt bother me 4 now.. some ppl... shld jus.. reflect. yup. [ver, nt u =))]

yup.
signin out..
byeee

[re-editted @ 12.54am, the next day.]
since i jus finished my chaing mai SL trip reflection, ive decided to take a breakk n write some msg(s) fer some of my dearr frenz. (=

472-> heyy. thanks loadz fer everything these 3 years. u've been a gr8 fren, and one that is indeed, very close to my heart. when i'm down, ur alwaex there fer me.. n yup, thx fer all e advices you've given to me. thanks quite a fair bit for helpin me w my maths too. i hope tis frenship will continue to blossom even more. knwin u fer these 3 yearss.. haf been a gr8 blessin to me. i've learnt quite alot of things frm ya too. ^^ treasure her yah.

jacq-> heyy dear. recently, although we have drifted, we managed to clear thiings up again! you've been such a gr8 fren. sitting beside me fer sucha long time.. onli now nvr. miss u loadx.. although u tok on e phone veh dead de.. when i need support physically.. to comfort me.. ur alwaex there fer me. thank you so much dear. thanks fer beiing there fer me...

rm-> heyy boy. although we started toking alot only in term 2 tis year.. our frenship rly improved drastically. recently, when i've been facing frenship problems, u were the one hu was there fer me all the way. even when ur bedtime is usually 10-11+.. u stayed up till midnite jus to chat w me.. when i had the breakdown 2 days ago.. u were there fer me. when things went the wrong way.. u were there 2 help me invert the tables. ur a very gd fren.. n i thank God i got ta knw ya better. dun worry abt councillor things n some personal matterz.. have faith okay? thank you. my almost very good friend. thanks fer like.. giving way all e time okay? =P

jes-> hello dear. now i hafta write a lOnGeR message fer u. hmm. i knw.. there was this point in time.. when our frenship wasnt veh gd at all. but we managed to pull through.. n now.. things haf gone betta. thanks fer being there fer me. when i was down, somehow, its fated tt u wld call or vice versa. i'm glad tt i didnt throw the frenship awayy. thanks for helping me w my cca things as well as my frenship stuffz. there were many things tt i cldnt haf done w/o ya. yup. xie xie ni.

sharanya-> hii. haha knew u fer so long, bt onli gt close tis year. been a gr8 fren.. n thanks fer quite alot of things. (=

calista-> so much fer many misunderstandingz las time. thanks loads fer many things now. haf watched our frenship get better. hope i can make it fer ur bdae. =) take care! save a place fer me on ur bdae hor! lol. make the right choices!

marcus, kai chin-> thanks guyz fer makin my days in 3B fun n enjoyable.. all the crap talks and all.. they rly spice up lessons. thanks fer many other things to!

pris-> hey dearrie. thank u fer quite alot of things. u were there fer me when i had some 4 letter word probby.. didnt knw how to unravel all the messy n sticky clues. but u were there fer me. pressed me ta move on.. helpin me.. i'm glad i knew someone like yaa. (= i luv ya gurl! hope our frenship will rock till the end of days.

a grp of special frens-> hmm. dont tink u guys read my blog. mebbe one of u all.. or mebbe 2 i dont knw. but.. ya.. i nvr had anything against u guys okay? i rly hope things wld go back to normal.. n we cld be luffing together again.. instead of me.. breaking down cus of u all.

nat, cons and tab-> fer makin projects enjoyable. n thanks nat fer being a stupid on off crappy retarded fren. miz e old times. honestly. as fer cons n tab.. hope our frenship will get even better!

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday