Saturday, May 07, 2005
17:37
hi guys im backk!
my head still hurts... zZz... went fer pianoo lesson... n my cher is askin me to play fer her masterclass w tt US teacherr... i dont knw if im up to it... quite scared tt i will screw up leh... i reali dunwan embarrass her n myself... cus although im grd 8 i dunno if i can master tt grade 8 song b4 i play in julyy le... my piano not say damn pro or wad lohh... sighh. so much pressure.
cant tahan e pressure frm authorities le... if i gt chance i wil scream @ them... n my family not say... veh linient wan la... dats y i dont dare to yell @ em or smth le... if i eva do... i will b grounded lyk shit lorr... haiz... n yst...at my cousin's bdae... kept comparing... fuck? walao... den i gt soooo darn angry okays... den not onli dat k... im gettin so fking fickle minded abt many many things... alot of things la... n i shant name them all... if not im sure tt tongues will start to wag again n things will go back to a horrible state again... sianz... i'll jus hafta suffer silently w frens hu rly care n frens tt i can trust bahx... owells...
so i got so angry las nite... damn upset as well... so i ended up gluping one can of beer... sighh. its been a long time... e las time i did tt was on good friday... n i was smsing jerm... hahaa...
thanks to many ppl... hu haf helped me quite a fair bit... i appreciate all e help you guys/gurls haf given me... i wont forget u guyx okayy... =)
thanks to these ppl, not in any order for jus anithin u guys haf done fer me e pass few daes... u may not haf done some BIG thing or wad... but yaa... thanks still... e thanks is for many things, includin studying/crapping togetherr... jus pei-ing me online... or smsing me... or givin me e strength for everything... :
- Clare, Sab, Jerm,Kai Chin, Jesley, Peiyun, Calvin, Marcus
yup okay den... i tink.. enuf thanks first... oh yeahh to those hu wanna knw how to do some things tt i put up on my blogg... i will reply ur tags personally...
ok den... byebye
-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday