
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
15:18
- i found e reason fer me... 2 changed hu i used 2 b...
- n e reason is yoo
gosh im suppose to study now rite... sigh... yeah i realised... im suppose to b drilling myself w maths n ss shits... n gosh... i seriously damn scared of my maths... 2 my gd frens hu knws how petrified i m over maths papers... hais... i nid help... i so need help... sghh... i rly dont knw wad to do alreadi... i feel lyk cryingg... i so cant do maths k... im rly scared... although today i seemed quite okay when mr lai tried to teach me durin e recess... im rly scared now... i really am. i wanna cry le lahh... ive nvr felt tis scared-ness in a looooooooooooong time... i rmb aft my maths 1 paper las year i cried soooo fking much... so FUCKING much... is history gonna repeat itself?!?!?!? will it? hais.
im so screwed w every FUCKING thiing... so HATE subjects.. fking exams k...
gtg bye
-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday