Friday, April 29, 2005
19:31

hi guyx... today i looked lyk a retrenched student... n true enuff.. i rly m gonna b retrenched le lah... my results are suckyy... im so disappointed in myself...

failed both my maths fer CA1... yup... a real failure riite.. im scared k... n when i rly need someone to tok to abt it... everyone jus says.. 'its okay... try harder... calm down...' everyone dun understand issit... u dun knw how HORRIFYING it is to get back such marks okay... its either they say tt... or they jus... dun even botherr... frens. wtf r they. some can jus go offline suddenly w/o sayin gdbye... and forget their o dear sadded fren... mebbe its bcus they wont mix w failures. o wow. WHAT-ever. iif u guys dont care. FINE LAHH. there are frens hu rly cares. yes i knw u guys do. those hu say they do but they realy dont. HUR HUR. try harder kaez?!!?!

im really scared abt recieving my mid year maths resultz... and quite scared fer sciences since first time taking pure de. if i wld eva fail... i wld b so dead. everythiing wld b taken away frm me... my parents wan e position... top 10... oh fuck ged a life... if i top 20 i happeh le... if i can even pass all my subjects i happeh alreadi.

im nt depressed. im nt gonna kill myself (so those hu wish im gone frm their lives, so sry...). im jus tired.

i rly wanna b tt happeh gurl i was e past week. i was really happy cus soooo many thiings went fer e better. it realy changed so much i was damn happeh... n i really thank god fer letting me experience tt one week of happiness.

but do u haf to take everythiing away frm me now?

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday