Thursday, March 17, 2005
08:09

haha shall blogg b4 gng for chalet... its so early now i pray my ah ma wldnt scold me lyk she did on tues... tt day was horrible enuf to spoil my week... sighh... and with all those other stuffz in my head... its no wonder that i feel lyk running away from everythingg... sighh.. even when i was talking to priscilla abt tt current "frenship" thing im facing yst... i was really so lost... can i bear to jus watch tt friendship go 2 waste jus bcus i didnt 'haf my things gng e way i wanted it'? hais... bt den again... why do i alwaez haf to be the one who picks up the pieces on the floor n put back a nice frienship again... lyk how it was b4? we were that close... now? it i seem lyk its miles away. i really wanna go back in time... n really cherish those moments tt i had... n hopefully nt brin it to tis stae... it means so much to me... bt y m i lettin it go to waste? its hard and it hurts.

no doubt tt i was e one hu caused this whole thing (pris i duno y i keeep blaming myself`` hais) bcus my feelings went wild. i cldnt stop it wad... den bcus of tt... e frenship became... smth tt jus doesnt seem to exist. who is to blame? i honestly duno... im tired of doin most of e work... so y try to clear everythin up when e person's nt willing to help me patch it back fully? hais... it takes e effort of both ppl... so how... !!!

sighz... blaming myself wun work. blamin e other party, wil definitely b wrong too. but i duno what to do... if only...

if only...

i didnt haf feelingz


tt goes tis wild...



thanks jeremy fer 'pei-ing' me las nite again... jus tt smth cropped up... n i realised i replied @... 3+am? LOL... bt thanks la... n remember that PACT we made las nite... gahh... u better drag me horr... next time... HAH... take care... n thx again

ahh priscilla.. i duno wad to do! ~_~

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday