Saturday, March 05, 2005
10:32

i slept at 9.55pm las nite... den woke up.. at 9.40? haha... so happy nia... finally had a wonderful 12hrs of sleeeep... but still cant get over what happened las nite... sheesh... it was horrible... i seriouisly felt e impact. hais... how long wil it take fer me to realise tt all these ppl aint my gd frenx? they dun even help me... they jus vomit out "nice words" (they tink its nice)... owellz... next time they need my help ill tink twice firstt lorrr... hais... pris... is me bein a listenin ear reali a gd gift? or issit a curse... hais...

if everyone thinks its easy... then they shld go n try... n c how things workk... if they're in my shoes... hahaz... they sure cannot survive de lorr! come home frm sch aft all those shitty thingsss... den... face ur authorities at home... come online.. face those shits... n veh soon... can breakk down... heh...

i nth to do now sehz... i lazy to do piano hmwk... my head hurtss... my heart hurtss... my throat's sore... n grrr... my nose luvs to run... if it gets worst... it'll b e 3rd time in e yearr tt i go 2 e doc... damn... im so weak!! sighh...

missing 2A... mann... i HOPE 3B can b lyk them... jus tt unite more earlierr... haiss... reali hope i can find new target... get over someone... who... hais... prefers studies to anithin else. n havin nth else, bt friendships. aint it a waste of time? im alwaez wondering, why arhx... why alwaez e guys i lyk alwaez my gd frenz... den in e end... they all onli wan e friendship... goodness... they dun understand gurls feelings de sehz... hais... i knw he'll read tis... (d0tZ)... bt its my honest feelingz la ah... it hurts k...

haf 2 go fer piano laterr.. den if my parentz allow... most prob gng out w cal... =) *prays* i dun wish to stay at homeeee... =
hurtingg others... is tt all e world can do?

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday