Friday, March 25, 2005
14:24

mi shall blog abt 2 daex 2dae... yst n todayy... was out till veh l8 yst... fkingg exhuasted... my whole body aching e fk outta me... gahh... n im say fk so muchh now.. gahh... =
thursday

i was nearly l8 4 skuL... e bus came l8er than expected... was w sharifa n alyssa on e bus... hahaz... sharifa actually counted down da time till bell ringg le... hahaz... at least had some1 to keep track of time... haha! i was supa slpy lehh... even as im bloggin now im yawning... i haven been slping much... i gave up totally on my A maths test... h a i z z. i jus slammed my pen down i cldnt tahan le... owellx... chem cher didnt come... gahh... other lessons were sian lorr... n it seems lyk... homerm oso mrs wong dunwan let me off... sighh... did e cheer thing... i rly hope everyone will co-operate lehh...i haf no energyy le... haiiz... went for choirr... damn damn damn de tired... didnt tok muchh... had to sing national anthem in front of choirr... =\ sucked. gahh... den went w sab to 7-11... den headed to churchh... attended mass... den i cld feel e impatientness in moi le... e way my parentx were showin attitude... e way my bro was actingg... fked up arsehole... n e way my ah ma kept starin @ moi cus i was smsing ppl... i regretted gng w them... i shld haf jus gone on my own... haix... den went church visiting... walao... damn tired cans... =\ den i was smsing pris... n touched on tt topic again... god... i rly cant take it... its a torturous thingyy... haix... pris... i rly was at lost n i stil m... i duno wad to do... eu meann e frenship oso tis hard to try n build backk meh? m i rly wasting my time??? haix... thx jerm fer keepin me company at nite again...n i didnt look 4ward to another person's reply... i jus regretted sendin tt sms... was wasting it... haix... nt lyk im nt tryin lorr! when i didnt take initiative... ppl say i nvr try... i take... ppl say i wastin my time... so wad u wan me to do? fuckk lahh... im gettin too easily angered... haix...

so tt was how thurs ended... slept @ abt midnite i tinkk...

happy bdae miao feng n sharifa!! =)

good fridayy

woke up at abt 8.45? i felt e ache in my body... sighh... laterr im so gonna slp kaex... duno fer how long nia... went to churchh... reached at abt 9.35? den e service ended abt 12+... longgg! but... meaningful! haha... i finally realised how meanignful it was... but e painful part was kneelin lehh... my leg ish still super painn... haix... but e pain... cannot b compared to e pain christ felt! owellx... consider myselff luckier than him... yupp- e priest sang outta tune again... owellx... wad to do...

e moment i came in2 my dad's carr... fight le... y? cus i complained abt him bein late.. walao... rly lorr... wait under e hot sun w my sista lehh... sian... den went to buy takeawaexx... came home... felt superrr fed up... den came online.. now parentx @ church w ah ma n brudderr... at least i dun need tok to them... gahh...

aniwaex... happy bdae sarahh! =)


[LATEST: i edited tis part at 3.38pm. im gonna re-edit/delete some of e msgs]

im filled w utter angerr n jealousyy... GAHH! i giv up on patchin tt frenship... FUCK...

msgs

kailingg-
3B/Hildan Chorale/Mei/Dearrie Frenn =)
thx fer everythingg. though we had mis-comm tt time... hope now its much betta. hope thinggs will still b tis gd as yearrs pass!

sab-
ex 2A/hILdAN ChORaLE/dArLInGg =P
until now we still haf a stable frenship... mus keep it gng yahh! luv eu! hope we can set aside a dae fer lunchh somedayy...


jacqjacq-
2A/3B/hIldAn ChoRALe/lAmAo CrAzEeEe bUd -.-"
i luv euu! =) ty fer everythangg...

priss-
3D/g00dY fReNdY =))
las nite... e wayy i sounded in my sms... im veh sry if it hurt eu or anythingg cus i didnt intended tt kaex? 2day i realised smth... n im NOT gng to b e patcher animore... i giv up... im feeling so... GAHH... pissed off... i hate tis patchin shit thingg.. im officially GIVIN UP. sms me if eu c tis msg ok?(P.S my LETTA~ ^^)

jerm-
2A/3D besty guy buddy =PP
tytytytytytyty... since sec one till now... tytytytyty.... =) no words to describe our frenship... jus rmb tt pact we made okayy? tc boii!

cALiStA/jEsLeY
2A/hILdAN cHoRALe
hope our frenshipp will continue improvingg!

3B-
im begging to kindaa enjoy tis class? stayy cool n rockk on guyx! =P

2A-
e bes class eva! i luv eu guyxx...

hILdAn ChoRaLE-
rOcK on ppl. gd luck fer sYF...

to everyone hu cares: thank eu ppl... u all r all impt to me... i treasure our frenshipps alott... !!!

someone: i officialy giv up on patchin tis fking frenshipp... u dun even caree... fuck off..

a bloody longg entryy... lolx... kk den... signing off! =)

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday