Friday, March 11, 2005
22:35

hahaz... i shall continue blogging another post for e dayy... bcus im waiting fer some dl to finish... anyways. i shall blog more abt what happened in sch when i gt my results and when i came home.

im using this time to officially vent my anger bcus i honestly hate my screwed up authorities!!

when i got my results at abt... 11+? wong was lyk... telling me i shld b more patient, cus i was dieing to get my slip frm her, n i was still frantic abt e whole changing in2 sch-U shit thing... walao... she really damn ass can? den when she saw my resultz... she was saying my A maths ok n all... my humanities also nt badd... but den... she shook her head when she commented on my E maths. sianz! she was lyk... 'charmaine, ur e maths ah... mus buck up!" -.-" is maths everythin to e world??? i mean... im nt sayin its nt impt... but... wtf.

bcus of all this. bcus of everything. i regret appealing to 3D. ok... if i go there will haf to face chucky being my FT. but i luv e subs there more than pure sci... n i heard even e chers in 3A r so much betterrr. eng lahh... haizz... hai!!! wtf m i doin in 3B when i dun even do well fer mathss...?? my sci also say nt veh gd n i intending to drop lor. regrets regretss!!

my parents have not seen my results. i tink i will show mi dad onli when he in gd mood. when he came home today, all he did was pin-point @ me. AGAIN. fuck? walao. i use com he nt happy. nt assif he's e one 'neglecting' studies ryte. c me use com veh irritating mehh? he goes his way now. i go mine. i onli need him to sign my forms n provide me w cash b4 i find a stable income. his words hurts. all he says is im e one. im e one to b blamed. everything lies w me. the fault is mine... MINE... i knw running away is no gd solution lahh... but... there r things tt really r... too much le...

i cannot tahan my authorities.
if they c e first eva black markk on my report book [n darn its on maths cans?]; what are they gonna say? honestly ive nvr been tis... freaked out in my life.

n god, wad if i fail my piano test tmr?

-save me

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday