Thursday, February 03, 2005
21:59

sighh. im sick. so sick. my throat is supa sore, n i keep sneezin n my nose keeps gettin blocked. my stomach hurts... its lyk supa sore... n e feelin suckss... sighh... i wonder... how long... wld it take fer all e pain to go away... once n fer all... sighh

how does it feel to b left all alonee?
how does it feel to feel rejected?

hais... i duno wad to do... i havent tell him. mebbe i shldnt... sighh.. but everythin's been bottled up fer so long... im tryin to 4get him... but duncha knw how suckyy it can get...? sighh... he knws i guess.. n most guys wil ignore/avoid e gurl... but he aint doin tt... wtf is happenin... y mus my life b so confusing?? everyone thinks it soooo ez... its lyk erasin him totally immediately... siao arh... go die siaz if they reali tink its tis ez... really owe some ppl [those hu understands] many thankss... esp jerm.

** sighh... thanks jerm... fer helpin me w e ppt thingyy (so concern sehz, will nvr 4get how much u help mi)... im sickk n u actually tolerated mi nags abt e ppt... n help mi lorr... e end result now will b so much betta..n abt e thin regardin him... realli appreciate it deep down in my heartt... wonder how life wld b w/o ur help... haiz... i cldnt haf done it w/o u... manns... thx my gd fren!

** heyy pris... alwaez rmb mi definition of life okie... ill alwaez b here fer u no matter wad... n even all ur other gd frens too... =) *hugz*

** kc n marc... e las pjt im gonna let ya off so easily...i doubt we'll b doin much pjts in future... esp aft wad ive found out... pls... work fer ur marks too...

(p.s comment on mi layoutt ppl. on mi tagboard.)

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday