Monday, February 14, 2005
23:24

hello. im staying up late again. jus to study my SS n Phys. so guai ryte. hahaz. wellz... i realise im a lil behind time... im havin a lil prob rmberin mi sS stuffx... so id betta start understandingg lohh... hope to do well le... i feel my geog map readin ish reali suckky so tis betta help mi pull mi gradees up... hahaz.. fer once im relying on other subs to pull mi GEOG up... LoLz... sad case huh~ im stuckk w E maths oso... haiz... dad's words seems harder to understandd as each dayy passtts... n i tinkk its bcus im not really focusingg... sighh... i dunoe... why m i not focusing? i was telling Sab today... im willing to wait. until aft Os... but... y m i dragging in on even more?? im spd i knw... im dumb... i duno how to 4get thingss... i can onli make things worst... n WORST. oh screw it... valentines dayy... hahaz... a meaningless dayy... its jus a word... lyk i wrote in my previous post... hahaz... yupyup... the nite is still youngg... tmr mus b in sch by 8.30... so... it wun kill huh~ ill jus struggle my lonely nite alone... =sighh= i duno wad to sayy... i really dont. i feel so rejected by e damned world. suddenly i jus feel tis wayy... everyone's gng offline... n den online again... hahaz... im nt even chattin 2 anione... im jus listenin to musicc... owellz... music's nice mahh...

i dunoe if i did e rite thing-
im so confused now-

honestly... i really wish i cld think of smth betta to occupy my mind... but somehow i jus cant... sighh... logging off...

pris- dun worry gurL. can alwaex trust me. ill b here fer u alwaex... take care okie~

chill out guys... gd luck fer chi tmr~

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday