Friday, February 25, 2005
00:21

hello guys.

changed the template. i seriously no mood fer anithingg. in my opinion, everything around me is changing so fast. I wanna adapt to it, i really do, but i sometimes seriously find it veh. hard 2 cope. haiz. yesterday was horrible, and bcus i didnt feel lyk bloggin yst, mebbe i shall do it now yeahh. hahas. its 12.21am now... onli 21min passed on e 25/2... i really wonder how the rest of the dayy will go nia~

geog test was horrible today. honestly ive nvr felt so bad abt a geog paper b4. screw map reading... everything jus sucked terriblyy. haiz. the rest of the day was boringg. n i was damn sleepy. i had nth much la. haiz... was onli cursing n commenting on chucky fer her damned biasness... but she kept picking on me. in my previous post i said 3 chers pick on me ryte... yupp... 3 of them... haiz... one is chucky... then wongie... n finally peh... sighh...

chairperson/v.chair meeting todayy. sighh... got cheer competition to take care of... i reali duno if can do it. i really hope Daron will help. i knw its lyk both of us damn slackk but... there is nth we can do... mrs wong wants us to participate in it lorr... haix... den there is some award for cleanest class. 4get it... our class cannot de... even i oso litter mahh... haix...

me, KL, Sab and sam went 2 TM to walk ard a lil b4 choirr... decided to come in late... but we didnt expect e outcome to b as simple as i thot it wld b... owellz... today was rather sucky la choirr... esp when peh came in at e las part... wad a wonderful speech she did to point on e fact tt im late fer choirr... haix...

eu mean i haf to resort to bein a nerd? eu mean i haf to b of supa high standard than u can b satisfied? haiz... i reali duno what to sayy... teachers r drivin me mad... my mother is scolding me fer my resultz... i reali dun feel lyk pressing on... i jus wanna giv up... i have no motivation le... the guy i lyk... he's a total diff person frm me... if all he tinks abt is academics/sch stuffx... honestly i duno y i lyk him... hai... KL say its bcus he's special... owellz... there r many other special wans too ryte? why of all ppl him??? sighh its so heart breakingg... haizz...

went 2 macs aft choir ...talk until... i felt betterr... ignored someone on e way home... n... yup.. slacked alot. i reali no mood... i cried alot too. haiz... thx to a few ppl la... things gt better.. owellz...

pris- thanks gurL.
jerm- rmb to treasure it =)
nathaniel- thanks alot mann.
Sam, KL, Sab- fer hanging ard w me aft choir yst.

u guys haf been of gr8 help 2 mi. thanks.

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday