Saturday, February 05, 2005
19:50

i really m a walkin corpse... ive nth to live for... i really dun understand... y mus it alwaez backkfire...

its gone. he's gone. forever. i duno why... i didnt give up earlier when i had the chance. why m i jus so stubborn... n didnt let go of smth i cldnt get earlier on... at least backk then, my heart wldnt haf been torn tis badly...

i really duno wad to do... if i jus pretend nth has happened n show to everyone tt im okayy... my life wld b a whole fake thing... why i alwaez ask meself... y m i jus so unlucki... im alwaez e one left behind... to tear fer someone i truely luv. Jeremy... i dun blame u fer tellin me wad he said... i wanted it. i wanted to knw... onli i... have been so spd... n live on lyk tis... to lead myself on to smth... i knw i can nvr recieve...

take a knife;
n stab it in2 my heart;
n ill rmb nt to luv again;
bcus luv is jus so painful;
n as pointless as it is;
lovin u has no value;
for all u do;
is live to studyy;
n live to b loved;
yet u dun luv;
in return-

im jus spd;
to luv u;
n live on lyk tis;
leadin my life to smth;
i knw i can nvr recieve-

gdbyeee``

jerm- thanks a million

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday