Sunday, February 06, 2005
13:19

haha.. i rmb... las year... someone wld alwaez tell mi... e best remedyy ish to go n slp... haiz... tis time... if i take mi medications n slp... i tinkk i spent most of my weekend liein in bed n sleeping... sighz... tis suckss... i hate takin drowsy medication... when i wake up... everythin feels diff... u knw... i really feel e 'empty n hollow' feelingg inside me... n i feel so blurr...

i feel so sian... haha... yaya... e 'empty walkin corpse' thingyy again... yupyup reali... i feel tt wayy... i wonder if he's prac gonna avoid mi tmr (or even online) now... sighh... i duno lah... but... if things goes on this wayy.. i doubt ill b able to even save e frenship ba... sighhz... tts e las thin i wldnt wanna do... sianz...

im sick n tired of all this nonsense... i really wanna end tis whole shit... bt e thin is... how m i gonna do tt?

jus came backk frm church... e priest sounded funny todayy.. n i cldnt singg... heh... nvm abt tt... n it seems lyk church ended so... quickly todayyy... sianz...

ate lunch... den came home...

my life is so routine lyk... n... i wishh... i cld jus... change it...

peace out]]

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday