Monday, January 10, 2005
22:27

i rejoiced in e classroom todayy bcus there was no hmwk... but somehow... now im feeling super bored... ive just finished half of e choir stuffz... n hopefully i can submit it to Mrs. Peh asap... but gotta discuss it w sAb firstt... cant do it aloneee... hehex... we were talking abt it during choir todayy... n after choir @ macs... really veh. happy to patch things up w herr... ive learnt my lesson: nvr take a fren fer granted... n we were tokin abt smth else more interesting .. hehe... im referring to e wordsss on e choir score... LoL... n one pic i dreww.. abt e love-eyed smiley... whahaa... n i felt so eVL... manns... n e EvL to.0t pic also.. wahhaa...

im planning to studyy n do hmwk w sab at e study corner tmr... after school... hehex... at least its betta... me gt no distractions... hmmm... distracted by ppl walking past/ard e school mebbe lahh... but... it wun b tt bad...wun it... =P... betta study lorr... thurs gt chem test... den A maths test on fri... phew... E maths test postponed to next mondayy... damn happi... one less thingy to rush... haha...

i was thinking just now... abt everything tt's been happenin 2 me recently... n im scannin through all those anticipating; fearful; upsetting; happy timess... hopin to b able to pick out e impt stuffz tt i needa handle... n when i thot abt tt situation (abt -him- lah)... i tink tt mebbe i shld really tell him how i feel asap... i dunwan myself to b distracted by it... needa haf a serious tok w him... sighz... **prayss** i wan things to b betta siaz...

gettin rather stressed... sighz... so many things 2 do... n w all those tests... i duno how much time it'll take fer me to cope... i have choir stuffz... den also sch hmwk... n alot more... n my mind is occupied w some ppL...

feel lyk cryin everytime i tink of all those unhappy stuffz... but lyk i asked myself b4... r those things worth crying over? most r usually nt worth... but some... they are... arent they? im feelin super confused and sometimes i really duno wad to do w my life... i jus hope tt things cld turn out much more betta... hais...

sianz... tmr gotta go 2 sch earlier... 7.40... meetin toria b4 gng fer chairperson meeting... hope she wun b late... n pray i wun oversleeep! hahaz... ok den... i guess... i shall stop here... and go n do my choir stuffz...

confusing huh?]] pray nt [[

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday