Thursday, January 13, 2005
22:25

`love me... tts all i ask of u...

one line frm e phantom of e opera... Christine n Raul... sweet... but everythin ended in sadness fer all of them... wad can one get frm love? nth... reali nth but a sad pile of shit... relationships... they're fkin useless...

marc say he honestly tink i shld giv up on tt smart ass... hais... his reason: e smart ass doesnt care abt luv stuffz... e smart ass wont care... another reason he givs: studies. same as e smart ass... both put luv bhind so many thins.. it implys... ppl hu r studyin now shld jus b emotionless... n force their love hormones nt to develop...

y m i alwaez e one hu has to let go... y m i alwaez e one hu has to say gdbyeee... y m i alwaez e one to say 'i luv u' but get nth in reply... y m i alwaez e one to hear 'i luv u' frm someone tt i dun luv...? y m i alwaez e one hu is nvr cared by anione...

so many whys... so many regrets... so many heartbreakss... all is sadness... everythin is shit... fked up life... haiz...

mebbe im jus lost in my nitemares... mebbe when i wake up... i realise im jus slping... n its onli 2002... n i nt yet take my pSLe... n... ive nt met him... i was rebelious.. yet i studied... i did well... nt lyk now... 1/15 also haf...

dreamz... do they reali come true? if they do... why e fuck is my life liddat?

sighzz]]]

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday