Thursday, January 20, 2005
01:32

(editted @ 1.11am: changed my template. hoping to find an even nicer one some other time. fer now. im super super sleepy)

i shall write abt yst... it seems lyk i cant go online n blog durin e day itself.. onli lyk aft midnite... den i can... sighh... so much hw... lucki all e hw is dun need pass up tmr... even if mus... i also cant tahan le... i really haf no time... n im rather blur... n dumb... haha... today so many things happened. started off w a fuckin shitty chi lesson... even worst... they had a chi luv story tt ended sadly... hais... wasnt sittin at my original place todayy durin chi... it seems lyk ppl duno how to sit at one place... n nt move ard so much... jealousy was in e air fer me in e morn... sighh... wtf is wrong w me... its nt assif he's mine...

after tt... A maths... sighh... my knowlege on Sets jus simply sux... i can do sim. equa... but when it comes to sets... i jus suck at it... my maths is jus pathetatically atrocious... sighh... sci.. phys test... surprise wan again... damn Ong H H... sighh... at tis rate... im prolly gonna fail everything... damn phys... onli chem is ok... =)

geog is kinda messy... everythin is a lil messed up... sheesh... sad huh... map readin... hope things wil b betta... when other topics r touched on... haha... though memory work is needed... its nt as much as common sense... haha... oh yeahh... Pe was rather tedious today... we had some physical training thingy... n aft tt ran 1 round... tiring... but if we do tis... can b more fit... haha...

Jealousy was in e house... fer awhile... but my friendship w him is damn de doubtful... i pray its nt bcus of her... i jus pray tt im tinkin too much... but... he didnt ans my msn message yst... hmmm... wad's tt suppose to mean? hais... sab told me i shldnt b upset... but... now ... even e friendship is startin to fade... hais...

how long can i tahan le? i really wan a beta life...

oh yahh... decorated notice board (choir) todayy... completely new look! go check it out mann! hahaa... ermx... wad else huh... oh yahh... some damn lame stuffz happened between me n sam n jacq.. haha...

words of thankssss___*
jacq- fer being there fer me
sab- fer bein someone i can alwaez count on, even at nite. luv smsing yahh...
samantha- though we aint tt close jus yet... really hope tt our friendship will improve... nt thanks fer helpin me today!
KL-mei- luv yahh.. as a damn gd fren... n a sis
Clare- thanks alot fer everythin gurl... n btw... nike jus rulez... haha... =P
all those guys hu i confide in (esp jerm.. wahaha)- really thanks mann... though u guys knw him... u still really help me out... hehex... luv yah all...! =P
any hu haf helped me: luv yah all... thanks

and finally a msg to him...
"though we nt in same class; pls... lets haf a gd frenship at e least k...? i dunwan waste my 2 years broodin over such things... lyk u said... 'tts wad frens r fer'... lets help each other lyk how we used to las 2 years ok?"

signing out... c ya all.. in sch!

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday