Wednesday, January 26, 2005
01:36

im bloggin late at nite again... sighh... im in sucha bad mood... im feelin so veh. upset... everythin's a disappointment e moment i came home... i feel so pressurized... n e whole world really seems against me...

firstly... e moment i wanted to tell him... he went off...i took sucha long time to build up mi confidence.. n now... everything's drained frm mi again... all my faith is gone... all my hope is lost... i really really wanna tell him... but everytime... somethin alwaez goes wrong!

secondly... hais...i feeel supa bad... rgrdin frenship probz... mebbe i shld giv way ba... sighh...

i realli realli duno wad to do... n i knw... no one is there fer me... sighz... no one...

charmaine loggin off...

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday