Wednesday, January 26, 2005
19:34

today sucks. it really does. i dunooe y. welz, onli PE seemed ok... jus ran one rd den played hanball... n... ya... tts all i can tink of... everythin else was bullshit... sighz... so many things happened today, n i feel lyk im defeated by someone... actually i lost to her... nth abt luv life hor... but its so fkin spd...

i duno y... bt it seems so full of shitt... was talkin to Sab... i felt to upset n disappointed in myself. sighh... i cldnt stay backk 2 decor e board... feel so lousy. no mood... haiz... lyk wad i told calista... i really duno wad im doin w my life. haiz... i haf no appetite to eat... n onli jus onli i realised i gt geog hmwk to b handed in tmr... i mean... sighh... its so spd... ive nvr 4gotten Geog stuffx... n now everything's falling... i really dunoe y... haiz...

tis morn assembly... PA gt a lil prob... den e courtyard ppl cldnt hear e middle part... it was oh so spd... sighh... den next was chi... bullshit! my compo... i write lyk shit... even w e dictionary, i was still so slow... ate alot of sweets though... A maths... e cher is screwable... mann... she's lyk so... i duno... irritating? haiz... bt at least she's nt as bad as Ms Lim... haiz... they r equally bad la comin 2 tink of it... sighh... aft recess... PE... jacq... i hope ur ok... eng... PHys... test... ok lor... onli nt sure abt some partx... but... overall... nt so bad... definitely need a pass 2 pass overall... sighh... needa keep up mann... i cant afford to flunk... n drop e sub... stress... sighh... n Mrs Ong... haiz... onli can understand her when i in classrm... easier to pay attn... aft phys was 2 periodz of Geog... haiz... i cant really do map readin veh. well... nt e locating or wad... its e description n all tt... bt i still haf interest in geog lahh... wun let interest die so easily de...

aft sch... i waited in e classrm... till 1.45... was tellin Yiru my opinionz on e board... den when i left... i went w Sabita to Macs... den... Vasugi n Jan came too... we were sittin bside devang, rong ming n hian peng... toked abt phys... hahaz... n how some ppl can really pass... sighh... at tis rate im gng... its gonna b hard 2 keep up mann... den Jesley came... i was suppose to meet her... bt... i was really lost fer wordz... hais... den me n sab left aft awhile... saw Ver n Weiling...

we were walkin n talkin... hais... really upset... den bought mag... Lime Feb's issue... ok lor... den went w sab to bus stop... toked fer awhile... den go home... been slackin since then...

2mr's e class gatherin... im changin clothes at sab's hse...

msgs to ppl:

sab--> realy really really owe u alot... thanks my dear fren... i hope w can pull through n help each other on e wayy..... ill alwaez b there fer u...
yiru--> sry, cldnt stay back help u do board... gave ya mi opinionz... hope they helped..
jacq--> nt pain le ryte... im so sry...
calista--> thanks alot fer ur advices gurl... i really appreciate it... n.. i really hope tt ill really make e rite decisionz...
jes--> sry 2 waste ur time 2day... i really was lost fer wordz... mebbe some other time ba...
her--> it has onli jus begun... pls... realise ur mistakez
'vonne--> ill pray fer u gaL... tink through stuffz carefully kaez...
claree--> luv yah loadz... hope ur life is gng well again... pls take care yah!
2Aerz 2oo4--> c ya all at e class gatherin 2mr! everyone seems to b missin 2A... hahaz...

ok then... i guess... tts all fer now... i gtg... take care ppl... byebye...

charmaine...

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday