Tuesday, December 28, 2004
23:16

harlowz...

todae... was a rather average one... im reali in no mood fer anithin at all... n... onli my godbro managed to cheer me up todae... 15mths old... hahaz... cutie sehz... gt a late pressy frm my godpa... adidas shirt.. thx yah! but still... my day started kinda sucky... reali feel damn suck..life seems so F**ked up... haiz... i reali need help... but help nvr seem 2 come to me at e rite time... even go orchard w my godpa n sis todae to walk ard... it didnt cheer me up... manns... shoppin... everyone knws ill feel much betta aft tt... but... i didnt lorr.. hais... bullshiity life... i dunoe lahh... fated i guess... haiz...

i was suppose to meet sab tml... but turn out her flu's reali sucky... so owellz... nvm den... mebbe some other time... tml there's choir.. w so many things happenin in my life n gng on so badly... will i enjoi it tml? willl i find a betta meanin to life? i dunoe lah... everyone's tellin me to chill... or calm down... but... if i eva cld.. i wld haf done dat long ago... haiz... i giv up... i reali do...

peace out...]]

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday