Tuesday, December 14, 2004
17:30

hah! im backk... hehe... didnt really slp well... was harbourin over e same prob... haiz.. i gt nth to sae xcept fer... there is nth i can do... haiz... u knw laz nite... i was clearin some stuffz... den i came across tis letta... which i wanted to send... but i didnt in e end bcus i didnt dare... tis was how it went...

heyy... lks lyk nth tt i can sae now can make u change ur mind. mebbe hidin mi identity was e rite thin to do cus now our frenship is still safe. deep down in my heart i reali dunwanna giv u up n 4gettin u will take i duno how long. but i guess i haf to try n face up 2 reality... of cus im upset... but i understand how u deel n respect ur decision. dun feel guilty bcus it makes me feel worst n its nt yr fault tt im upset. gd luck in ur studies n take care...

hahaz... i didnt send it cus i didnt dare... haiz... if i did... wad wld haf happened den? its too late... fer me to make amendments... he's gone... ferever... so mebbe i shld jus 4get it ba... sighh... yeah... 4get... it sounds ez... but it honestly aint... its difficult.. n i dunoe how to get over everythin... it takes times...yeahh...

oh yeahh... woke up bout 9 todae... den read a bk... halfwae...den played com... den helped my ah ma to clear some stuffz in e kitchen... den here i m lorr...

christmas' comin soon... but m i reali in e festive mood? guess nt ba... k den... gtg le... by3z!

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday