Thursday, December 02, 2004
18:00

heyy...

spent e entire day mapling... im prac in no mood to study or do anithing else lorr... sighz...duno wads gotten in2 me... i feel so odd... everythin is lyk so wrong. if u ask me why im alwaez feeling like tis recently... i honestly duno... cld it b abt luv? frens? family? i dunoee lahh... everythin seems messy...

i feeel lyk everythin's gng shitty... my elders r making shit noises abt everythin i do... luv seems so suckk... cus everythin is gng wrong... frenx... hahaz... mebbe some aint meant 2 b... mebe everythin was wrong... frm e start...

mebbe i wasnt meant 2 b born in2 tis family... mebbe i wasnt meant to eva b in luv... mebbe... i was born 2 b a loner... i dunoe... i feel so lost... im lyk all alone... haiz... i need someone 2 chill w... but e prob is... hu can... or rather... hu even cares... n sometimes parents dun allow me out... wads w e shitty world...

so many of my gd frens gng overseas...or some... jus came backk... i dunoe... imma... lost gal..in a blahdee big world... so me duno wad to do lah...

2 hell w tis world... 2 de hell w it... fuck... sry... im jus damn upset n piss.. n e worst is i duno y

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday