Thursday, November 04, 2004
22:59

i left my hp off e whole dayy. no mood. everythin's drained frm me... everytime... e same thin alwaez happens 2 me... i'll alwaez fall so deep... till i cant take controL... den when it blows... i jus get blasted in2 pieces... ill b bleedin... n tryin 2 brin myself up 2 my normal state again... pretendin everythin's ok...

whyy... no one understands... ppL hu sayy they care... nt all r here fer me now... where was e good fren i alwaez luved fer? she left... n she's w some1 else... where is tt good guy fren i used to haf? gone. now he's so far away... no more phone calls le... no more online chatss.. im all alone in tis fuckin world...

family is veli impt ahh... oh fuckk... they make thins worst also

no one lorr... haiz... byeee... parents callin

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday