Saturday, October 16, 2004
11:05

hey...

laz nite... @ e dinner table, things were sucky.
laz nite... online, things were more sucky. n y i say so? haiz, thins aint workin out e way i wan it to... im really gonna snap soon, moi is very very upset. well, I gt some1 to ask *him* bout his luv life. n... it didnt really work out e way i wan it to... okay, its nt he lyk some1 else or wad... but... he told tt person i asked 2 help me tt... all he wanted to do now... was to concentrate on his studies... n tt he's nt interested. haiz... but aft tt part... he kept probin ova it to my fren... i dunnoe lahh... i dunwan conclude w anithin or wad le... imma... still very upset... but wad can i do? nth siaz... haiz... reali nth... owellz... as usual... moi is wastin mi time on luv. ppl say tt luv makes e world go round... pui lahh... its nt lahh... it spoils some ppl's life de lorr... they tinkin it in e wrong concept siazz... sheesh... nt happi @ all... i tink i might go back 2 tt luv-less life of mine gain... n nvr get outta it... gayy... ah wadever...

haiz...imma actually... upset... very very upset... I keep tellin ppl im okay... but... lyk jacq say... i may look lyk a study rock all de time... but... infact... im really jelly @ times... which is so true... im hidin everythin inside me... i dunwan others 2 c it... i dunwan b known as bein upset cus of luv. im jus... haiz... tryin to hide... i haf to... i jus haf to...

y issit tt me n some otherss... alwaez haf to care fer others... n all the others want is fer us to live to their expectations... hais... its a sad sad topic... n it wasnt a good nite laz nite fer me... n e mornin equally sucked... okay i gtg... haiz...

but dun worry ppl.. i wun do e same thin i did laz year... *peace*

`chaR

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday