Thursday, October 07, 2004
22:33

`say it in e name of lurveee
`i knw deep within my heart...
`open up... yr heart 2 meeee

hey ppl... hist's tml... yups. confident? not really lahh... scared later over confident... den kana mental block... wha... really can die de lorrr... hahaz... i realy hope i can do well fer hist... its one of my laz hopes. den at least can go 3D or smth... hahaz... 3B... n 3A... i duno if i can even make it le... cux of my sci n mathss... sighz. i knw my class, many ppl can go de... den plus other classes... where e hell can i b slotted in? no where lorrs. they r all so smart... really is [tian cai] manns. sighh.. so wad if i 2oth in e level... u knw is count on wad... its all cux of my humanities... manns. i really hope that humanities can b lyk... a more major sub?? wellz... i jus seem 2 b able to do humanities stuffx much betta than those sci thingys... n mathhsss... those 4mulasss...

well... today a lot of smses siaz... most frm sab n alson... hah... tokin bout smsing... my laz mth bill... 474msg onli... phewww!!! if it was 501 msgs... i tink i really can go dieeee... in e end... when i get my results, let alone my posting resultzz... i tink mi dad will alreadi get a parang ready @ his hands...

where's e reputation! where's e 'As'! whaaa... dunno lahh... i can get As... humanitiess lahh... but ask me do tt fer sciences? maths? i tink itll take a damnnn loong while... hahaz... i duno lehx... but its lyk... stressful! scared of gng to relatives houses n dad's frens' house durin christmas... let alone CNY... wellz... if u knw me well enuff fer me to tell u my family's probb... den u'll understand... wellx if u dun... sadd lahh... haaz... gud luck guessin!

pressure... pressure... manns... i still at wad... chpt 9...!!! haizz... its lyk so late le??? i need to relac... hahaz... wellzzz... i did! showerin is a goood tech to go n destress mann! hahaz, shld try tt another timeeee again... its reallly good!!

`baby, i knw we can win tis...
`i nvr thot tt i cld loose my mind...

siann... aft tis post... immaa... gonna go in2 my room n study le... i dun care bout my sis sleepin lahh... she betta let me keep e lite on i tell yah... or ill screw her tml... hahz... 4 e pas... daez.... iz... i study in front of e com... bein online... playin music... not much chattin [come on, ppl rarely on @ bout midnite ryte]... hahaz... usually... b4 tis... gt some ppl come online... includin him... ah wellz... i donno if i can... u knw... study well w/o him... manns... i need him... ooi! blahdeee hell... y aint he onlineee!

owellzz... today was singapore idol... one of e episodes... hahaz... not bad lahh... can say... hmmms... can really divide e idol wannabes in2 2 grps: can make it... n cant make it... some ppl go jus fer e looks... some dun even go fer e voice quality... aiyahh... singapore idol... wonder hu can win siaz... hahaz...

ookie... my time is up... gtg le... byeee! take caresss ppl! gud luck fer e laz 4 papers! rawk on~

cHaR___*

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday