Friday, October 29, 2004
20:07

I'll neva 4get todayy... e veryy laz dae of my life in sec. 2A of ShSs. wellz, gt promoted 2 sec3express fer 2005. but sure of mi level n class position... 9th fer class, 27th fer da level... i dropped siaz... wellz, usually ppL sayy... 'iyah, drop so LiL... gt diff mehh? still top 40, can go 3A mahh'... tts wad upsetts moi e most... my maths n sci... is nt up 2 e standard of 3A or even 3B... both gt 64... B4... very upsett n disappointed... cus... dUh... its so LiL lehh... wad pathetatic B4s... sure cant go lorr... mebbe if gt moderation... i duno lah... but... *there is nth i can do now*

hais... duno wad dad n mum will sayy... dey nt yet c my report books... but i doubt they'll b happi lorr... cus.. mathss n sci... da lowest 2... hais... i duno wad to do sehz... its lyk... my ah ma aint happi lorr... she sayy so wad if i top 30 in level... nt assif my markks r good... i duno wad to say... im damn upset... n damn pressurized... no one understands... they tink im so pro in everything. they tink im sucha good n smart gaL hu can soar to damn high heights... i tell u... too high... also no oxygen lorr... siann...

i dunoe how to face it... its lyk damn suckk? las nite... had tis 'discussion' w my dad... call it a discussion siaz... HE made me cryy... pro... hais i duno wad to sayy lorr... im not happi @ all... wad he sayys... doesnt even make sense... !!! grr... oh wadever... i cant b bothered w him le lahh... he can go n tink wadeverr he wans...

anyways... todayy... sch finished @ 10am... ah wellz... mebbe fer me it was l8er... cus choir mus move thingyss lahh... we renovating our 'house'... so aft choir... of cus... its ... gng out!!! haha... wellz... ppL usually xpect me to go out w a particular SOMEONE... but un4tunately... she found some1 else... n... tt other someone... tt she is w... is some1 tt i used to b okay w... rather close n stuffx.. but recently... she's change... she's nt e gal i used 2 knw... n she is alwaez over-reactin ova stupid damned things... but... she nvr admits it... she sayys we'll b frenz 4eva.. mus miss her n stuffx... sory lorr... wrong ans... i wun miss her... im glad i most probb nt in her class next year lorr.. n fer tt originally very good fren of mine... im sorry... but... u've changed as well... my frenship w her has changed so muchh... i honestly duno wads e bes word to describe how i feel bout it... i thot me n her... will alwaez b damn good frenz 4 life... but... i was wrong... i duno y... haiz... wad a way to end e dayy in sch... saw 'em jus walkin off together... [[kaoz, look lyk Les partners sehz... `whahahaa]] n they NVR even bother to say ani good luckk to mi or smth.. nvr even sayy take care or wad... count them as good frenz? i dun tink so le lorr...

in e morn... Calista gave me a note... n i luved to c how my frenship w her has changed since laz yearr... thx CaL... will definitely mis yahh... n i hope tt there will b no more misunderstandingz frm next yearr onwardss mann! i luv e part when she sayed how our frenship has improved tt part... ill nvr 4get it...

in class... i told marc smth... n he started callin moi 'shameless'... siann... hahaz... den e stupid calvin... until now cant unravel da stupid mystery behind e whole thingyy jacq , marc n i... were tokin bout... LoL... [[slow calvin =P jkjk ]]
spring cleanin... LoL... damn sadd... no one reali bothered... hahahaa... den ms wong reali gave a nice poem fer us... awww... so touched... ms wong has reali played an impt role in my Lower Sec life in SHsS... hahaz... hope i can go her weddin siaz... den @ least can c most 2A-ers again... hahaz...

well... aft sch went w jacq to TM... ver came along durin our lunchh... so we went 2 watch the grudge... LoL... nt bad lahh... e show... n... aft tt... went shoppin... saw some ppL... sayy hi n stuffx... aft tt... met SheR n PrIS... went ard... smth farnie happened @ e pavilion.. betta nt sayy... hehx... den... aft tt ... go back 2 TM again... hahaa... den... sat in food court... luff n luff... hahaa... MOLE!!! hehex... damn farnie sehz...

den mum called... sayy y 6+ nt home yet... haha... sian... so had to rush home... went back w sher... toked bout our recent stuffx... hahaz... oh yeahh... it was fun mann...

okayy... wad a dayy lorr... n oh yahh... smth to sayy oso... thx to all e 2A ppL... hu haf made my life wonderful in my lower sec dayys in ShSs... hehex... esp jacq... my real good fren mann... luv u jacq... u reali made a diff in my life... i nvr realised how impt our frenship cld haf becomed... n ill cherish it alwaez... i mean it... frm da bottom of my heart... hahaz... thx 2 e ppL sitting ard me... esp tis year... marcus n calvin... jacq as well... in class... life was nvr borin w u ppl ard... n i will definitely miz yah all... tinkin bout u guyys... reali makes me feel tt no class wld eva b tt lifely again... n to u jeremy yeo! haha... although we dun tok in sch... ur alwaez there fer me since i duno when... laz year? u rawk mann... my reali nice n lovely fren... to all these ppL... wish u all good luck in everythin mann... luv yah all! mUaKzZz

thx to anione hu haf helped me in one wayy or another... ill nvr 4get yr kindness... 2A-ers of 2004... keep e spirit gng! will alwaez keep ya all in my prayers... hope everyone gets in2 da class of yr choice! all is nt over! 8/11 can find out resultz wor!

haiz... sometimes... i reali wonder... will life eva be e same again aft 2A has been seperated?

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday