
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
23:13
`ecosystems... paingzzz... related... interrelated... aiyerrr...
arlowzzz. tml geog lahh. n maths paper 1. ahhhh. im lyk so stressed siaz. esp cux of maths. fer geog, i scarred of my money lahh. wha... quite odd huh, maths 1 n geog paper on e same day... piangzz... so wierd. niwaez... todayy, went w a few ppl to study maths. @ e airport. din really study alot but onli aft a few left lahh. i managed to grasp e basicx i hopeeee... manns. i rather scared of mathss. n its lyk so impt lorrs. arghh. wad a subject.
u knw, today my fren waz askin me... "haf u ever thot tt someone* might actually lyk tt rather ookay fren of yrs?"... i duno y... but... i felt damn heartpain lehx. haizz. i dunno y. even though ive thot bout it b4... haix. sadd siaz... i scared... but i really hope tt it wun b tt way... he's verry nice lorrs. alwaez there fer me when i nid him... he's alwaez there when i need comfort, or care... or someone/thing to vent my anger on. he's some1 so impt in my life le... how can i bare to loose him??
aniwaez i gtg le lahh, gud luck ppl fer yr exams!
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-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday