Friday, August 20, 2004
20:35

changed e layout gain... hahaz... den... chattin a lil now... lyk no energy liddat... haiz.. i feel damn... upset... i duno y... but... i juz feel tt way... possibly cux i dun dare to tell him, but in my heart i knw i can nvr b w him... haix... damn sad rite...

sHoRt StORy...

once upon a time, there was this gurl... hu had sucha carin guy fren... ... everynite... they wld chat on e phone... n share their probs... life was gr8... fer them... at e least... nth went in between their frenship fer many mths... lucky rite... but... one shld alwaez b prepared...

one day, the gurl asked the boi

- hey call me?
-- erms, i cant tonite
- why?
-- ill tell u some other time, sry

she felt weird, as this had been e first time her phone call request had been rejected by him aft so many mths... but she decided to giv it a miss, nt knwin y he cldnt call... but the same thin happened again... day aft day, all e reason he gave was... ill tell u some other time...

she cldnt take tis animore, n on the laz day of the second sch term, she came up 2 him and wanted to tok to him. she noticed he had lost alot of weight, and he looked, pale. when he saw her, he tried to aviod her eyes. she grabbed his hand... n said

- look at me, n tel me, wads happenin to our frenship
-- nth nth, i promise ill tell u when e time is rite
- ur ALWAYS sayin tt, wads exactly wrong!
-- i duno, i realli dun feel lyk sayin, cux if i sae, im afraid u'll juz leave me.
- u tink i wld? im yr gud fren!
-- so? many ppl sae tt, but... in their hearts, they dun really care... do dey...

n frm tt conversation, she never spoke to him again... term 3 passed... n the final year papers were approachin... she din study w him... but she realised smth... she tot of him everydae... she cldnt concentrate... n everytime she wld long fer him to call... but it wld b another fren... her heart ached... fer she knew y she was tinkin of him... she had falen in luv w him... although she nvr spoke to him... the feelin was there ever since the laz 5 phone calls she had w him... she wanted e first phone call he rejected bcux she wanted to tell him how much she loved him... she cldnt wait any more, so she wanted 2 go 2 his seat e next dae to tok to him... but the next dae when she came, he wasnt there... she asked his gud guy fren where he went... he din tel her where he went, but onli handed her a letter... it wrote...

hey CT...
by e time u read tis, i wld b in e operatin theatre... i need an operation fer my heart, as one of the veins got clogged... e reason y i rejected tt very first call was bcux i found out a few min ago tt i had tt prob and e doc needed to observe me fer e nite... e subsequent ones was bcux i had to go to the private clinic... the pain was more severe... on e laz dae we spoke, i din wan to tell ya cux... i din wan u to get worried... my heart's condition was worsenin... n if i din get an op, i wld b dead... im sry i din tell u... i realli din wan ya to get distracted... streamin ish very impt... juz promise me one thin, although u dun haf yr hist n geog competitor here w u... pretend i m... n i wan to hear tt u got at least a 90... n ill b there givin ya e $2 instead of u givin me... tts fer hist... fer geog... jux do yr bez... i knw u can top e class... i may nt even get to c u again... but... u'll alwaez b in my heart... ive loved ya since e dae we went out... i din dare to tell u.. fer u were still havin yr ex in yr heart... so now im tellin u... i luv u.. more than anione in e world... but... god will alwaez remain first... pls... do well in yr life... even though im nt there to b w u...

luv,
*T

she was tearin... n din knw wad to do... his fren told her

--- there ish nth we can do... we jux haf to wait...
- can u go n visit him w me?
--- yeah... tml?

5 days later...

the coffin was brought to Mandai... he died... she held a reply to his letter... n placed it in e coffin... it read...

hey...
i din disappoint u... ive scored 95 fer hist... n top e class fer geog.. 96... u owe me 2 bucks... so y din u wake up! u've departed... n gone to where god is... but... ur alwaez in my heart... i luv u... since e dae we met... but i realli din dare to tell u... i was scared... u had yr love probs... i dunno wat to sae... i need u... so much more than many thins in e world... ok... jux wanna sae 3 words... to end everythin... i luv u...

u died my fren... but... ur alwaez my lover in my heart... wherever u r...
CT

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haha... nice rite? hahaz... kkz.. bye

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday