Saturday, August 14, 2004
11:12

todae is juz another dae la... woke up w mornin blues... headache suck lyk shit... den... my stomach hurt of of da sudden... blahdee gay rite... hmm... but wad to do... its life! fer me... e first person i tot of was him... when i woke up... dunnoe y also... haix... he's a fren lor... mebbe i shld juz stay away frm him... hmmm...

mebbe all i can do ish... b his fren ba? i dunno lor... everytime i wanna tell him how i feel... ill juz giv up... n dun tell him... makin myself suffer... he's a damn gud fren lor... haiz... but... he has his own life le... so if i really tell him, 2 lives will b ruined... haiz... i dunno la... sad rite... but... dunno how to deal w it... haiz... on e other hand... gt some1 i treat as a fren... but lyk me... how can de... haiz... e wan i lyk... treats me as... a fren onli lor...

me really dunno wat to do... n how to handle tis... haiz... mebbe i shld ask my gud frens... dey might try 2 help me... i guess? hmmm... ya la... aniwae... me gtg le... bye bye!

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday