Monday, July 19, 2004
21:51

hey ppl. todae kinda miraculous sehz. marcus help me finish my maths hw. i managed 2 do my hist test. wait a min. did i do well? lolz... i wldnt knw yet. hahaz. 2dae choir. sectionals... gosh... pathetatic... i dun lyk it sehz... esp when haf 2 teach e whole alto!!! kaoz... i mean... A1... ish nice... A2... ish nice also budden very noisy... so wat wld u haf if u can combine 2 grps of ppl 2gether, n some r frm da same clique? i mean... its kinda sucky ya knw... fucked up as well... haiz... i dunnoe wat to sae lor... cant juz listen arhz... kaoz... sabita n i had a [rather] hard time i tink... dunnoe fer her how it went lah... hahaz... aniwae... todae... eng oral... ok ok la... managed to tok bout some stuffz... examiner waz Mrs Peh leh... hahaz... nt so... successful i tink... passage startin gt probby... den pic she prompt so much sehz... actually its nt realli prompt i hope... conversation... kaoz sehz... she gt mixed up... i told her correcty... all de correct info.. she nvr reali listen... all she was engrossed in was her bloody N7250... so wat if tt phone ish gd or wat... dun haf to show off lor... den she gt cakes n all those ard her in e table... kaoz... abit... too much bas.... gay! @&&*@!... sucky... she damn de... how to put it arhz... very... too much leh! haiyoyo... i tink... she abit... siao siao de wor... she's frm malaysia... hahaz... gt her PR n all those shit... found out laz week... kinda shockin ya knw... hahaz... she seemed a singaporean... yups... others dun tink im peranakan... cuz i dun lk lyk one sehz... hahaz... i so fair... hahaz... where gt signs of malay lyk rite.. hahaz... dunnoe la... budden my chi aint tt gud... mebbe tts one part... or mebbe... its bcuz my mom's nt a peranakan.. hahaz... hu reali givs a fuckin shit... hahaz... wha... todae... 2 ppl finally came back... Trie... n Yvonne... hahaz... they lk abit diff... thins seemed diff w them ard... i miss yvonne so much... she's a nice senior lor... haiz...hu ask her b so foolish... but... sometimes... its best to dun sae u understand how it feels... cuz... sometimes... u shldnt sae tt unless u've experienced it lor... haiz... i dunnoe lah... some ppl tink they r gud listeners... yuck... honestly... some juz sucks so much sehz! haiz... i honestly tink tt... some ppl shld juz stfu... dunnoe how to b a conusellor den dun b one lor... oh ya... now i gt smth bout myself to sae...
 
--- e main story? hahaz ---
She used to lyk him. i also. now i dun. but she does? i dunno... all i knw ish tt she stil hates me... she act lyk a poser. do i? i hope nt... n i dun tink so... cuz if i nt wrong... she ish e wan hu came out w sucha fuckin crap... lyk hu givs  fuckin shit rite... hahaz... ok... tt was last year... i forgave her... but she tink she ACT BIG mah... walao eh... act onli... CCB seh... damn ass... dunnoe wat to sae bout her... ACT so big... next time... ppl find out... she dunnoe wat to do sehz... she tinks she's e victim so now she hates me... but... she act as though she doesnt... kaoz... i dun lyk such asses lor... nt happi arhz... its a free country mann! den... my fren... tis fren of mine... hu ish close to her... ok close or 'close' i dunnoe..buden... she herself knew she hated me ok... kaoz... wtf... she tink i nt angri wif her... actuali i m ok... i scared of tellin her thins le... if she tells tt actin bitch, i tink ill juz end up livin in a fucked up world... n e damn slut wil get everythin she wans... fer all i care... she can b as despo as she wans n gets everytin she needs... i gave way to her once... u tink ill do it again? nah... ferget it... she's a part time bitch, but a full time slut... kaoz... go get tt guy she luvs to fuck her la... fuck until her vagina bleed... do pettin until she juz go crazy... fer all i care... but... e main qn ish... y does she haf to ACT, ACT, ACT!!!!! fucked up!!! tis ish too much.. n i cant take it animore... kaoz...
 
--- e end of e story... fer now ---
 
u knw y i wun wan continue... i gt no mood... i will juz blast all e fucks n shits n sluts n wat not... n thins will get too vulgar... i dunwan tt sehz... haiz... i knw gt a lot of ppl ish on my side... hopefully... budden... u tink tt she cant act animore? hahaz... thins wun b so easy i guess.. heh... ok lor... i gtg le bas... later i write too much vulgar thins... i tink i die... hahaz... ok lor... nitex...
 
luv myself... god n my family... n those frens hu hopefully dun act...
char...
 
-cHaR-

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
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