Friday, July 02, 2004
23:32

harlow.. sry ppl... so long nvr blog le... usual stresses yarhz... haiz... life... sad mann... my frens... all ok... budden... one's an exception... ya knw... sighz... i dunno how to put it... ive wronged him... i shldnt haf hated him... i wanna sae sry to him... fer nt bein there for him... i din expect... i seriously didnt... so sry... he's a true fren... i cant belief... i ended up hatin him... its all because of jealousy... n i in e end bcame close 2 e wan hu ditched him... wth ish wrong wif me... bloody hell! imagine... all de long... u tot he nvr wanted to patch up e frenship... but all de long its ok... its juz me... me!!! i was e wan.. not him... i sided e wrong person...

n e guy i used 2 lyk... he's another jerk... JERK! i dunno y... but e wan he hurt waz not angry wif him... haiz... i cant blief i saw e wrong side of him... i tot of him so wrongly... WRONGLY... im honestly feelin so fucked up now... if i had e courage... ill sae sry 2 my gd fren... n go scold tt idiot... haiz...

-wait-

waz it my fault? did i brin tis upon myself? i guess i did... i cant blame anione... haiz... very de sad sehz... its me... ME! fer everythin i did... i caused my own misery... haiz... im so idiotic... feelin so fucked up... upset... angry... nvr depressed... i nid some1 fer a listenin ear... budden.. at tis hr..u tell me hu'll b willin... so late le...

haiz... aniwae.. i gtg le.. bye...

msgs...
jerm- anime rules? hahas... kinda...
jes- call la call... also nvr tok long
sab- hahaha... thx...
nat- i honestly duno wat to sae...
ver- crazy bitch.. wahahhaa

-ALLinthenameofLOVE
*say goodbye to yesterday